The times they are a changing and they are just getting worse and worse. I feel like going back to my Rob Zombie and Marilyn Manson times, with Rage (R.A.T.M.) and others blaring and release. Ahhhhhh!!!!! But, all that’s in my head. A thing of the past.
There’s a knocking on the door and it’s banging hard, inside my head. I think there’s something inside my head trying to get out. Met someone when I went home yesterday, my mum’s friend from college. I’m so sure there’s something going to happen. I can feel the fishy vibes and they are eating me up. I don’t know if I should tell my dad or not. May just cause him to worry for no reason. At the same time, maybe I should talk to my mother, maybe she doesn’t know what she’s doing. But, she’s a big girl, she can take care of herself. I think I should just mind my own business.
As it is there’s enough going on in my life. The college and no more talking to the Boy. The complications are a little too much to hold within my little head it’s swelling or even splitting. It’s going to go boom soon. Splattered across the wall…aaaaaahhhhh!!!!!
Ok. Calm. Peace. Don’t think like that. I can get through it. Be strong. Nam-myo horenge kyo.
Friday, October 23, 2009
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